The Watcher at the Gates

My watcher is very angry, mean  and direct. If something is strongly on my mind and i begin to do it  she appears up from no where. She lives in a tiny pin house control room inside my head. The pin house is blue, and red. With an black roof to signify darkness. Every time I began to write  she takes me their so that i would change ,my mind.  She is 5 feet tall with long black hair. Her eyes are brown and she has long rough long nails that breaks all the time. She eats sushi that is uncooked and raw. It gives me and headache every time I can sense she's about to eat.